Poena

I Want to Touch Myself

7/25/2009

Dear Doc,

I stumbled onto your website about 2 years ago and ever since, I have been hooked!  Thank you!  I have your site bookmarked and I constantly check for updates.  Not sure why it's taken me this long to write and tell you how much I have learned from it, and how much I appreciate it.  The sound files and the emails that you post from the women that you've spanked are so vivid and so descriptive; I always feel like I am right there witnessing every spanking and every second of agony.  And the photos, well, they will always have a special place in my heart!  

I have been spanked before, but not as hard as some of the women in your scene reports.  I am in awe of the trust that these women have in you, and how far they are willing to go with you.  It's truly lovely and very moving.  I am especially moved with the emails that are written to you after a severe spanking.  Their contentment and fulfillment is palpable.  I was absorbed in reading about Satia's journey with you.  Satia's writing is unlike anything I've ever read.  I've actually read the "Negotiations" section a couple of times.          

Just from reading your site, I know that your schedule is a busy one so I wanted to make this email short and to the point.  Thank you again for offering such remarkable site.

Poena (the Greek goddess of punishment)

7/25

Dear Poena,

Thank you so much! It’s very satisfying to me that the web site has been so meaningful for you.

You are so right about Satia – she is truly one of a kind. And you know, with the software that I use, every time I open up the web site to add something new, I see it as a tree structure, and in that tree structure, Satia and my negotiations take up about two-thirds of the horizontal space, and before I can do anything useful, I have to scroll-click-scroll-click-scroll-click to minimize the negotiations, and the last time I did that (a couple of days ago) I was idly thinking, I sure hope someone is reading this section, it would save me time to put it in a more compact form somewhere. Writing this I realize, that wouldn’t be hard, I could just combine pages . . . but I wasn’t going to delete it and your note affirms that.

I’ve also thought to myself recently, this text processing takes a lot of time, I could just post the spankings, even just the sound files with a few pix, that would be enough for 90% of my readers. But I have always believed that there are some people, even if it’s not very many, who want to really understand how this is all possible, how the woman and I negotiated the spanking, how she felt during and after it. I don’t think the web offers much of this in-depth understanding of the spanking experience, no matter how many spanking clips there are. Maybe some blogs approximate it, I don’t know about that.

Anyway, thank you! And if you’d like to tell me more about your spanking experience, I’d like that.

Doc

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