7/25/2009
Dear Doc,
Thanks for the compliment!
The last spanking that my friend gave me was for my birthday earlier this month. I went to her place and we had some cake and she generously gave me a gift card. I was really anticipating this spanking because I kept bratting her via email the days prior to our meeting. I could easily tell that she was excited to have me go over her lap. Just her asking me if I was ready for my well-deserved spanking was enough to make me very wet. I was wearing panties (for her enjoyment) and I didn't want to make them wet. Truly, I don't know what my hang-up is about the spanker seeing or feeling my "wetness".
She started spanking me over my jeans, but not for very long. She loves giving panty spankings so she asked me to pull down my jeans. She continued to spank me over my panties and she kept lifting them so she could see underneath to see how red my bottom was getting. She pulled down my panties and I was completely naked from the waist down. My panties and jeans were on the other side of the room and I felt like I was sooo exposed. She finished off the spanking with the wooden hairbrush, wooden ruler, OTK wooden paddle, and leather paddle. When she was done she told me to look at my red bottom in the mirror. Then I had to excuse myself to the bathroom to dry myself off! Anyway, I'm not sure when I'll see her again.
About me climaxing on her lap, I'm not 100% sure if she would be uncomfortable with me climaxing but I don't want to risk making her uncomfortable and ruining our friendship. I'm not sure if I'll even go back to her for a spanking again because I can't really let go completely. I mean I'm grateful to her for the experience, but it can't continue like this where I'm always holding back.
So thank for you everything! I hope you are doing well.
Poena
7/25
Hmmmmm … she might love your excitement, and it might be wonderful for you both. If she’s pulled down your panties when you were that turned on, she knew how wet they were; she had to notice that. It is very likely that she is as turned on by spanking you as you are, and that, beyond that, that she enjoys your arousal.
So part of me thinks, it’s a shame to close off the door to that path, one that you and she would explore together. If you approach the issue discreetly, and I’d be happy to talk with you about how you might raise the topic, I really don’t think it would threaten your friendship. And how easy is that, to explore your spanking sexuality with this woman you already know and like!
The other part of me thinks, Doc, get a grip, Poena knows her situation far better than you ever could, if she doesn’t want to jeopardize her friendship you should respect that. Don’t jeopardize her friendship over a fetish!
So I go back and forth between these two ways of looking at it.
Doc