Sarah had been spanking me for a long time and it had all been wonderful. She hurt me and it was great. She let me make her cum and that was marvelous. And then she started cumming while she was spanking me and that was wonderful! Amazing!!
I wanted her to spank me harder. . . to give me the kind of vigorous, punitive, relentless spanking that masochists dream of but have trouble achieving. They have trouble finding a sadist who is willing to go that far, and they discover that the spanking itself is less exciting than they anticipated -- mostly because it's unbelievably painful.
Sarah was willing to fulfill my desire. She gave me that special punishment.
This is the story of that spanking, which took place in July 2006. Let’s start with a note she sent me when we were reminiscing:
I had spanked you many times. You wanted more – you wanted an over-the-top spanking.
I had reservations about letting my sadistic side run free. Once the genie had escaped, would I be able to get her back into the bottle? I was also worried that a severe punishment might damage our relationship, that you might not trust me to ever touch you again if I took you too far over the edge.
But you wanted that . . . and I did it.
This is that over-the-top spanking.
--Sarah
Sarah and I have listened to the sound file again, more than once, in preparing this post. My comments: At 6 minutes I’m in that incoherent begging phase that usually signals the spanking is nearing its natural end. But Sarah knew I wanted more.
All of the early spanking and paddling is over my underwear; Sarah left them on to protect my skin. That’s why, in the middle of the punishment, unbelievably, I beg her to spank me some on the bare as well. Listening to this, I can hardly believe it, but there it is on the sound file.
And Sarah's comments:
I felt a wonderful sense of anticipation and excitement. Undressing you always gave me the sense of unwrapping a present. You were a cherished gift, tsai. I told you, “You let me know when it switches from consensual to nonconsensual, and I’ll keep going.” And then I gave you one smack and told you that was your warm-up!
I positioned you over the wedge, and restrained your wrists and ankles, checking to make sure they were tight. With Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman singing in the background, I was planning to spank you hard!
Here’s a guide:
First three minutes: I started spanking with small implements, beginning with the pingpong paddle, then smacking a little harder with the Patty ruler paddle, followed by the hairbrush.
Minutes 4 – 10: I switched between the tawse and the granddaddy strap.
Minute 11 through the end is the most severe, an unrelenting spanking with the Melissa paddle. It may be difficult for people to listen to your suffering. You should put some kind of a warning on this part.
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This is a severe punishment.
There is a lot of banter and laughing, and Sarah and my connection is easy to hear; but toward the end, Sarah gives me an intense and prolonged paddling. It could be upsetting to listen to.
Don't feel you have to listen -- or if you do listen, don't feel you have to listen to the whole thing.
This kind of spanking requires preparation, work, and trust; you can't get there overnight. But it's worth it.
I did not have a safeword in this spanking; I never had a safeword with Sarah. She is an extremely experienced spanker and neither of us felt the need for a safeword at any time. To fully understand how well we knew each other, you'd have to listen to the thirty or forty or fifty spankings that Sarah gave me before the Dream in the Circle -- and know about the time we spent together not spanking. As we discussed in our e-mails, we had a really solid relationship that an over-the-top spanking could not damage.
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These photos are not from the Dream in the Circle spanking -- they are from other times Sarah spanked me. But they illustrate nicely how I was tied, and how my butt looked toward the end of the punishment.
I'm over the wedge, secuely pinioned, with cuffs on my wrists and ankles.
This is well into the punishment -- Sarah has already put a bandaid on the weak spot on my right cheek.
Close up of my ass.
Notice the perfect color pattern: the lower two-thirds of my ass is red, the upper third is snow white. Sarah is an expert.
There's a spot on my right ass cheek that gives way easily -- that's why it's covered with a bandaid here.
With casual paddling, it's common to have the edge of the paddle create harsh marks where butt meets thigh, but there's none of that here.