And push the edges she did, as you will know if you’ve listened to the sound file. I recently asked Sarah for her memories, and she responded as follows:
This was the most extreme spanking I’d ever given. Here is what I was feeling and what I liked from an e-mail I wrote to you afterward...
I liked seeing you looking so vulnerable and trusting me to spank you hard. I could have paddled you faster, but I held back because I thought it might hurt more to have space between the whacks. Will try faster and harder next time.
I felt a powerful lust. Keeping your underwear on was a good idea. As soon as I pulled it down and peeked at how beautifully your ass blushed, the lust intensified. I wanted to spank you harder. I watched the blush move down the back of your thighs. I don’t think I was whacking you there, and I recall wondering if your position and gravity caused it and I made a mental note to pay more attention next time.
I liked hearing you beg. “No no no!”
I feel deeply privileged that you allow me to spank you!
What makes you different, Tsai? How can I maintain an air of detachment with every other person I spank?--oh, I enjoy spanking them, but with you, it's so much more than simple enjoyment. It's a thrill!
When I paddle you, every smack of the paddle feels like a stroking caress to my pussy. I don't even have to be touching you. I can spank you from a distance and still feel it, like I did this last time. I know for sure what will happen when I sit on your back (that's another thing I like...some of the little predictable things that I know will happen that comes with playing regularly)--I'll definitely have an orgasm with you writhing under me, grinding your back against my pussy. Touching you, your hand, your back, rubbing my palm over your ass where the paddle just landed seems to complete some kind of orgasm circuit. But I don't have to have that direct stimulation. I can cum standing away from you (out of distance from your wandering hand – or even your foot! -- searching for my pussy). It still bothers me a little that I can't always control it, and you can always tell!!! But I like having the freedom to cum with you and not always have to be in control, even when I'm supposed to be in control (some of this may not make sense--it's been a long day and my words are never adequate to express how I feel).
I've always been a tactile person. I like to touch and be touched. Touching you, spanking you, gives me a charge that lasts a long time. My pussy is wet, my breasts feel swollen, nipples hard. I've always been a verbal person, except when it comes to spanking you--I totally lose my language ability and become immersed in the joy of the spanking. I never thought I was much of a visual person; I don't normally notice my surroundings unless I pay particular attention. But with you, there are times that I am aware of every moment. Incongruously, it also feels like time is flying when I'm with you, and hours seem like minutes. But the moments I treasure most are when it feels like time stops, and I want to just keep us there, frozen in time. I know, without a doubt, that these are the best years of my life right now, and I want to capture them in strong memories that I can look back on in years to come.
You look so sexy, wrists and ankles bound, draped across that wedge, like a sacrifice to a goddess. :) I like seeing the rope around your wrists. I know how strong you are and that makes your willing submission even sweeter. I feel indulged when I spank you--allowing myself to do what I want, no inhibitions (well, less inhibitions, but I'm working on that!). Is it because I don't feel like I have limits with you? I don't know if that's it--I've spanked other people to their limits and a bit beyond, which was a satisfying feeling, but it didn't carry the same emotional charge that I get from spanking you. I like spanking you hard. And I fight the voice in my head that says, "This man gives you such pleasure, and you reward him by causing him pain???" because part of me wants to unleash that sadist inside me and give you that no-limits intense unbearable pain you seek. You wanted to know how it felt to me when I was spanking you hard...
Paddling you is such a sensual experience. A visual delight, watching you struggle and seeing your pretty ass darken by stages, listening to you begging and the sounds of the paddle smacking you, touching you, kissing you, tasting your lips. I feel passionate when I spank you hard, and a little bit carried away, enraptured, enthralled, somewhere sky-high in top space.
Thank you, Tsai, for being my spank toy!
--Sarah