Doc: You did it, I’m proud of you.
Trish: I liked it.
Doc: You liked it? You kept it a secret during it.
Trish: (Inaudible).
Doc: So tell me about liking it, I want to hear all about it.
Trish: I mean, it was very, very painful. But it’s just that I like that pain. But I mean it really did hurt a lot, and I did feel like I did have that drowning sensation. But it was a different pain
Doc: Uh-huh. From last time? How was it different?.
Trish: It was much sharper in a way. It was a little bit more all encompassing of my whole body. It was more stinging, or something.
Doc: Uh-huh. The paddle is really relentless.
Trish: Yeah, it really, really hurt.
Doc: Yeah.
Trish: Although for some reason I like that feeling.
Doc: And at the time you were enjoying it – part of you was enjoying it.
Trish: Well . . . part of me.
Doc: You were simultaneously suffering and enjoying it.
Trish: Yeah, well it was 85%. No, it was more than that – it was 90% suffering, 10% enjoyment.
Doc: Uh-huh.
Trish: Now I’m enjoying it.
Doc: It was 10% enjoyment at the time; (inaudible).
Trish: Yeah, I think so.
Doc: That is what gets so complicated.
Trish: Yeah, I know.
Doc: And this is – I mean this is what I feel. I feel -- I get spanked hard – not always, sometimes – I’m screaming and yelling and crying and at the same time I don’t want it to end.
Trish: I kind of wanted that to end though.
Doc: You sounded very sincere about that.
Trish: Yeah, I was.
Doc: You were saying things that sounded a lot like S-T-O-P. I still kept going for a while anyhow.