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I paddled Steph long and hard. This sound file conveys her wracking sobs and heartfelt pleas for mercy. You can hear her demand that I stop, over and over; I am deaf to her entreaties. She knew in advance that she would not have a safeword, but during the paddling she demands that I give her one. However, when she uses it, I ignore her. It is never acceptable for a top to ignore a safeword -- except in the special circumstance in which the bottom agrees to a no-safeword punishment and then changes her mind in the middle. Even then, it is sometimes wise to accede to the bottom's pleas. In rejecting her request, I took us into hazardous territory, one that promises both risk and reward. I made that decision for us both, and I was prepared to accept the consequences.
Steph and I could never do this (at least not safely!) without substantial experience and absolute trust. Despite what she says during the paddling--and it sounds nonconsensual for all the world--she wanted me to punish her, and afterward she was glad that I did so.
How well you understand this – whether you can believe it – will largely determine your emotional reaction to this sound file.
If you understand and believe that Steph wanted me to hurt her like this, you may find this sound file very erotic. If you have any question that this was consensual, then this sound file will horrify you.
I suggest you read our comments before you listen to the sound files.
And please try something like this (as either spanker or spankee) only after you have worked your way up to it, experimenting with milder punishments and only increasing the severity step by step.
If you are new to spanking, or new to this web site, please don’t start here! Begin with a more light-hearted spanking ... perhaps S's spanking in February 15, Profanity Lesson, or Phoenix's journey of pleasure in Phoenix Spanked to Orgasm.
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OK, having gone through all those dire comments, and recognizing that this was a challenging experience for Steph, there is another side.
Two days after this punishment, when she was safely back home, Steph e-mailed to tell me that she was in a "radiant" mood.
All I could say was, wow, I wish I were in a radiant mood more often!
If you enjoy this punishment, you can download a high-quality MP3 sound file from my male/female download page, Male Spanks Female.
(as the scene begins Doc and Steph are discussing whether he should paddle her now – around 2:00 – or later, around 6).
steph – I think it would be better around 6 o’clock.
Doc – That makes it very clear then.
steph – 6 is a good time.
Doc - Over the wedge!
steph – Doc, please, can we reconsider this for a couple hours?
Doc – Over the wedge, now!
steph – What’s four hours? Please!
Doc - I can spank you the whole time between now and then, if you want.
steph – You wouldn’t do that…… please, don’t do that.
Doc – You don’t have to lie down, actually. You can still stay sitting up if you like. Here you go, just let me get the cuffs on you….. There you go – excellent. (preparing to put cuffs on her wrists)
steph – (whispers) You don’t have to do this.
Doc - I’m doing it for you. (after thinking about that) Of course, that’s completely untrue, I’m doing it for me.
Doc – That’s true. Because I want to do it, because I want to hurt you. ‘Cause I get great pleasure from hurting you. The more I hurt you, the more pleasure I feel.
(Steph is all tied up now)
Doc - This is the difficult part….. right before I paddle you.
steph – I know, that’s why I don’t want it. It’s not necessary.
Doc – Uh-huh.
(smack)
Doc - That’s not so bad.
steph – Is that it?
Doc - No, that might be nearing the end.
steph – Did the paddle break?
Doc – (unintelligible)
(smacking)
steph – (giggling) The paddle is like one of those, like, taffy sticks that are really thin.
Doc - Uh-huh.
steph – It’s not hurting me.
Doc – Good. It’s not really supposed to hurt you, I’m just warming you up.
steph – Okay,…. ow!
steph – That’s starting to hurt.
Doc – You need to stop muttering….
steph – That’s starting to HURT! I’m not muttering.
Doc - You are muttering…. (smack)
Doc – I thought it wasn’t hurting before – has that changed?
steph – It’s changing….
(smacking continues)
steph – You’re hitting me too hard!
Doc – I thought I wasn’t hitting you very hard.
steph – Ah, okay.
Doc - Getting into the swing of things?
steph – um-hmmm.
Doc – Excellent.
steph – (serious tone) Okay, I think I’m done now.
Doc - You’re done?
steph – This is enough.
Doc – You don’t need any more paddling?
steph – I’m not taking any more! How’s that?
Doc - All right, it’s your decision. And, I respect it.
steph – It’s a decision I just made, and you’ve got to respect it!
Doc – Absolutely!
steph – I want you to untie me!!
Doc - Absolutely. No problem.
(paddling continues)
steph – Okay, now you have to untie me!
Doc – I respect your decision.
steph – Untie me!!!
Doc - Yes. What was the decision again?
steph – You are going to untie me – right now!!
Doc – I’m going to untie you, but not right now.
steph – Yes you are, it hurts.
Doc - I’m not finished paddling you. Does it?
steph – yes, then I’ll untie myself. I don’t need you to untie me.
Doc – No, I don’t think you do. Make sure things are okay over here (checking the knots on the rope that ties her cuffs to the bed)
steph – Stop it!
Doc - Oh yeah, you work on….
steph – You’re making me sad.
Doc – You work on untying that (the knot), I’ll work on paddling you.
steph – No, you’ve got…. it’s a time out right now. While I’m unty……
(smack)
Doc - Time out? Time out for what?
steph – For you to untie me!
Doc – No – it’s a time out for me to paddle you. We’re taking a time out from the untying, and going back to the paddling.
steph – It hurts a lot.
Doc - It hurts a lot?
steph – It hurts a lot.
Doc – Excellent. Excellent.
Doc - I’m going to hurt you more than I’ve ever hurt you before.
steph – (getting upset) No, you’re not!! Doc, please don’t do that.
Doc – Excellent. You need punishment.
steph – No, I don’t… I’m really, so opposed right now!
Doc - So opposed? Unwilling? Rejecting? Refusing?
steph – It’s not in the cards right now.
Doc – You just don’t want to be paddled any more (continuing the paddling)
steph – It’s not in the cards anymore.
Doc - Well!! You don’t want to be paddled. There is always the tawse.
(At this point Doc threatens to tawse her on her thighs)
steph – No! no no no, no no no. There’s no tawse. There’s no tawse in the picture!
Doc – There is now (tapping the tawse on her thighs)
steph – No, there’s….. and don’t touch my thighs.
Doc - You said no paddle.
steph – No, please, you can just paddle me!
Doc – Do you want me to paddle you?
steph – Yes, I just want you to paddle me ….. (???)
Doc - Beg me to paddle you (continuing to menace her thighs with the tawse).
steph – No, I’m not going to BEG you for anything!
Doc – (coming with the tawse)
steph – No!! Okay – please paddle me.
Doc - That doesn’t sound sincere. (tawse smack)
steph – Oh Doc! Please, I’m sincere.
Doc – Please what? Please…. tell me what….
steph – Please paddle me.
Doc - How hard do you want me to paddle you?
steph – How far?
Doc – How hard…
steph – Just – pretty hard.
Doc – That’s not hard enough.
steph – Really hard.
Doc – Say the whole thing as a sentence.
steph – I want you to paddle me really hard!
Doc - And say please!
steph – Please! Handsome Doc…
Doc – Now put the whole thing together.
steph – Please?
Doc - Please what?
steph – Please paddle me really hard.
Doc – Alright. I knew you’d see reason. You always do. I’ll go ahead and paddle you hard.
(paddling and crying)
steph – Oh, Doc, that hurts…. ow…..
steph – Stop it. Stop it!!
Doc – I’ll stop when I’m through punishing you.
steph – Ow, you’ve got to stop it – you’re hurting my thighs!!
(paddling continues relentlessly)
steph – Ow, you’re hitting me too hard!!
Doc – You mean, it’s hurting you too much.
steph – Don’t hit me again, please.
Doc - You need a real paddling.
steph – No. (muttering and begging)
Doc – And I’m going to give it to you.
steph – Please don’t.
Doc - Um-hmmmm
steph – there, you’ve got to fix that. Check my bottom.
Doc – (pulling the latex shorts down to inspect her butt) Your bottom looks lovely, lovely. Your bottom’s begging me for more paddling. I can only oblige.
steph – No, it’s not….. my bottom has no idea.
steph – Oh Doc, it hurts.
Doc – I bet it does!
(paddling and crying begin again, full force)
steph – Doc, I want a safeword – please.
Doc - You want a safeword?
steph – Yeah, I don’t want you to hurt me.
Doc – Okay, tell me what you want.
steph – I want yellow.
Doc - Anything you want.
steph – I want red.
Doc – Use whatever you want.
steph – Red.
Doc - Okay, is that… are you saying red?
steph – Yeah!
(paddling continues, unchanged)
Doc – Doesn’t appear to be working.
(paddling and crying and begging)
Doc - You need punishment.
steph – I don’t want anymore.
Doc – You need to be punished. You need a good, hard paddling.
steph – (sobbing) wait…. Wait! You’ve got to wait! That hurts! I don’t want to be paddled anymore.
Doc - I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you one bit.
steph – owie, owie… Oh Doc, that hurts. Please.
Doc – You need a paddling. I’m going to give it to you.
steph – Doc, you’ve got to stop.
Doc - I’ll stop eventually. I’ll stop when I’m through paddling you.
steph – You’ve got to be done – be done okay?
Doc – Get your butt up where I can paddle it!
steph – No! I’m not! (whack!)
steph – You’ve got to let me out of these cuffs.
Doc – I’m going to punish you.
steph – Doc please, no! It hurts!
(crying and sobbing)
Doc - I’m going to pull down your panties. I’m going to finish you up on your bare bottom, with the tawse.
steph – No! (begging) Please no tawse, come here.
(begins tawsing)
steph: that stings, please stop!
(lots of crying)
steph: oh Doc please, that hurts! No!
(lots of begging)
(the punishment finally ends)
Doc - You needed that punishment.
steph – (crying) no.
Doc – What do you say?
steph – uh-uh.
Doc - Oh, you want more?
steph – No.
Doc – ….then, what do you say?
steph – (crying) don’t.
Doc - (sternly) What do you say?
steph – I’m not saying anything.
Doc – It’s your choice (picking the paddle up again – threatening her)
steph – Doc, please come here…… come here….. thank you Doc. Doc no, I don’t want that.
Doc - You don’t want more paddling?
steph – I don’t want more paddling.
Doc – Then, what do you say??
steph – Thank you. thank you.