Caution: I do no-safeword spankings only with women I know well and whom I have already spanked very hard with a safeword in place. I'm careful. You be careful too, I don't want anyone to get hurt!
When steph flew to Houston in November, 2007, she and I knew each other well enough that we decided to make this a no-safeword spanking. I don't even remember whose idea it was in the first place; but we both wanted it and knew it would make the experience that much more intense.
Thank you, steph, for asking me to punish you, and for working with me to find the words and sounds so that others can share in our experience. I'm grateful to you.
--Doc
steph between spankings on Saturday, lying next to the Melissa paddle.
Close up.
Dear Doc-
When you punish me, I don't want a controlled swatting and that is why I feel so passionate when you paddle away regardless of my cries of pain. You strike me and when you strike with your hand every place you smack feels pleased and privileged, every place you miss with that smack feels envy..... and it goes and goes as you smack all over my bottom. Even hard, even when I complain, it is so yummy and pleasing, the sting on my flesh.
When you spank hard, paddle, tawse, when it really truly distresses me Doc.... when it takes me over the edge of agony and writhing and desperation. This is when, thank goodness, now I can't stop it.... I think at a certain point, I would. I don't want to. I want what you want to give, I really do. I beg in the moment for it to stop, but even when I am begging, the recesses of my mind struggle with that because somewhere deep inside I am afraid you might stop.... I want you to, I don't want you to..... I want to feel the searing burn deep in my flesh, my bottom craves it and wants it. It also fears it and dispels it and can't take it.
Thank you Doc.
steph
The last segment of this spanking (It's Enough, Doc, and Don't Need Any More) can only be called harrowing; but there is much more that is less severe, so choose what you want. -- Doc