I could not believe how long this had gone, and how fiercely the pain had attacked me. I was no longer Satia, the one who desired pain – no! I didn’t want this!! The same thing kept going through my mind over and over again; “No, it’s too much!”
At the end, Doc, you gave me a final spanking with the lexan paddle… I was crying before it landed. There was simply no way for me to handle that torment and pain.
You asked Sarah to “help” me… vaguely disguising the need to hold me down….
And that last spanking… oh, that was such a horrible, endless, unendurable agony! There was nothing left of the hotel or the world… just this room and the echoing striking blows and the two of you in all your dark glory and my own frantic, helpless, cries and the brilliant suffering.
Aahhh, yes.
This spanking, the chemistry between you two and the savagery with which you were both free with me, the persistence and the pain… I keep listening to it over and over, remembering it like a cherished childhood toy close to my chest.
This pain was beautiful – the sincere, severe, agony and true desire to make it stop!! – ooohh…. These memories make me feel vivid and rich and bright like a rainbow on canvas, like pepper in chocolate. I wanted this so badly, to so badly want it to end – and have it not! Looking back, I still, two weeks later, feel fulfilled and vibrant.
I can’t keep from smiling, from feeling pleasure and little belly-clenching reflective bolts of shock. That was a beautiful, magnificent spanking, and I am deeply honored that you would both give me such an experience. The memories of that spanking will follow me for a very long time, searing the edges of my mind when I need it, and making me ache like a starving woman for such an excellent pain again!
The times I’ve visited and been spanked by you both now, you have skillfully raised the bar, and opened the doors to more possibilities everywhere. Sarah, your mastery of the psychological aspects are only exceeded by your expertise in spanking! Doc, as always, you drive me to abandon with pleasure and pain.
I count myself as deeply, deeply blessed to have you both in my life, as spanking aficionados, and as dearly admired and adored friends. What did I do in this world to have earned such enriching and exciting friendships and experiences? You two are amazing, and I count my lucky stars that I’ve found you both.
Oh, and of course…. When you left the room, Sarah, to divvy out some more punishment to other deserving parties, and Doc was beginning my aftercare as only he can do…. Doc prophesied that I would be asking for more in an hour. And wouldn’t you know it? As a Top, he is always right!!! <wicked giggle>