In one evening, I underwent a transformation that takes some people years. This is the story of this encounter, in which I changed, in a single evening, from a newcomer to someone who had tasted suffering’s sweet nectar—and wanted more.
In brief: I want to caution you about two things. First, this is a severe punishment, and you shouldn't read it unless you are prepared for that. Second, I hope that everyone understands that this is NOT how to go about initiating a novice into the pleasures of sadomasochism. J- and I are just a little on the unusual side; please don't emulate us!
This punishment is shocking. It is one of the most severe sessions on the site. Please don’t read it if you think you would be upset; you can spend a whole lifetime spanking or being spanked without coming anywhere near this intensity, and without feeling you’re missing anything. This is, in a word, meant for people who must learn more about real pain and our relation to it.
Whether you want to do the spanking or be spanked, don’t follow our example, not unless the top has world-class experience and the bottom is unreasonably determined. For almost anyone, to approach spanking the way J- and I did that night would be courting disaster. It is MUCH safer to take it one step at a time, and work up to the severe punishments slowly, if at all. Remember, it’s not for everyone, and even if it’s for you, you are very likely better off getting there in stages.
This story, and the sound files that accompany it, is of a beginner—me—who undergoes a severe punishment. But I hope you can read it without being frightened or horrified; after all, I was that beginner, and I am glad I underwent that punishment and grateful to the remarkable woman who administered it. Still, it’s intense, and if that does not appeal to you, most of the spankings on this site are milder.